You know what. I'm tired of getting pushed this far. I'm losing everything, my relationship with my family and friends is coming to a downfall. I'm getting so distant, I don't even think anyone trusts me. I never express how I really feel. Due to one person, my life is pure hell. I let it happen, I can't do anything but blame myself. I try my best to push this person away, and I'm drawn back by fear. I'm nothing but pure danger for my friends. It's getting serious now. This person is threatening my life and my friends lives. I'm always so scared, always watching my back. . I just don't know how much more I can take. The physical and verbal ab